Thursday, May 31, 2007
heh.ohman,
chunhui's blog is entertaining :D
and da guang gao until...so shameless(?)
jiayou all for swsy concert! :D
i think i quitted the week chunhui joined =.=
SO AMAZING RIGHT.
i think so too.
i'm still amazed. o.o
i thought i was hallucinating when i heard the scooting clar part.
yes the pieces very zai.
go swsy concert!:D
and also appassionata MUST COME OKAY.
we haven't gotten off this island in AGES.
your 10 bucks will go a long way in helping us go overseas.
which is not alot lah.
but thats not the point.
COME OKAY! :D
i realised that some people are VERY mean.
and immoral.
HOR.
double tskk to you.
looking forward to band tomorrow!
lets go curry wok and eat :D
highlight of holidays: BAND. and possibly pris' birthday.
4:27 PM
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
sbs ought to do something to their buses.i took 30 MIN to get to school.
THIRTY FREAKING MINUTES OKAY.
if i hadn't left early,
i would be late.
the bus is SUPER pok.
and slowwwww.
okay then the bus back home.
OMG, no air con.
DOUBLE DECKER.
no air con.
mygoodness.
and at np, alot of ppl came in, so its FREAKING hot.
i almost died.
reminds me of the pok bus during hols.
heh, band exchanges :D
band was FUN :D
and tiring.
kexin came late HAHAH.
steering wheel fell off?
played a benny goodman thing AGAIN.
chong is obsessed, i tell you.
swing and jazz.
yeah, soon she'll start playing jazz pieces.
i can't do the dotted thing!
nut burst out of nowhere,
scaring me to half death.
asking me for the cd =.=
really.
XIA SI WO LE.
lunch was hilarious.
thought of some dares.
haha, forced jacey to eat some waaaaaaay gross fries. :D
ohman,
the "i'm in jail" thing is hilarious.
went back to school.
then had a very =.= convo with siewying and kexin, thru mouthing words and hand signals :D
siewying: after band go kap? (she repeated this 4 times before i finally realised what she was saying)
me: OKAY. :D
*chong starts playing some bar in pirates dream.
kexin: eh from where?
me: here lah. *points to band room.
*cue: burst out in silent laughter.
if you don't get it,
erm, kexin was asking me what bar it was. yeah.
and i thought she was asking me go kap from where.
so anyways,
had the meeting for games thing after band.
ohmy,
HAHA, they're so going to die lah.
heh, jo is obsessed with the canoe thing. :D
went kap after band.
talked a bit.
(refer to siewying's blog, if she blogged about it)
:D
went home
on the POK bus.
mygoodness.
lousy SBS busses.
i bet guanteng can't do noether qn6 :D
/edit
ohmy,
chunhui is in swsy.
no wonder she keeps playing the jazz piece clar part.
mygoodness.
another one.
jiayou for swsy concert!
eh GO FOR SWSY CONCERT LEI.
its worth it :D
*stares at kexin, siewying, quin
8:49 PM
Monday, May 28, 2007
the nyaa thing is so retarded.oh and quin FLIES around.
when she was at nus, i was at ny bus stop.
she reached sci dept 3 min after i did.
mygoodness.
either she FLIES or i walk too slow.
and kexin,
i did NOT get into an accident.
there's BAND tomorrow! :D
must remember to bring gone with the wind and kexin's scores.
if not, i think i'll die a horrible death tomorrow.
my new love: hymn to infinite sky!
although 3rd symphony and la campanella is still at the top :D
okay shall blog about what happened.
met kexin in kap around 1215.
she was suanning me like hell lah.
thanks lor.
then, jessica was laughing at ME.
kexin was saying i got into an accident,
and she was damn happy about it.
sadist lah.
then rushed to school for nyaa.
yeah the part about quin.
ngcheekiat is so pig.
ng: what's a euphonium.
me: *stares.
quin: oh its a brass instrument.
ng: oh. i see. so you're in the band?
apparently, i'm invisible to some people arh.
then went for the environmental rubbish.
OMG its only 1 hr!
i thought until 530.
in the end ended around 345.
they showed the corporate video about one MILLION times.
and had a story telling.
then some slideshow.
nanyang is so ego.
went home.
rushed a bit of math.
and i still don't know whether need to hand in noether this week.
okay, then slept for a while.
had a pretty weird dream.
shan't elaborate.
:D
refused to eat dinner.
>.<
yes, kexin don't die of shock.
anyways,
did another hr of math.
and here i am.
what a boring day.
hmm, i realised.
quite alot of 6u people actually THINK about 6u! :D
seeing all the pi sch kids at the environmental thing really made me want to be pri6 again.
i found out where the rps band room is!
ohman,
rps has a CO too.
D:
what have i been doing in pri sch?
the noisy band,
and irritating CO sounds.
mygoodness.
i'm deaf.
and best thing is,
i rmb pri sch i was always like 10m away from the "band room",
but i didn't know there was a band.
WOW.
i think i fantasize too much.
D:
10:19 PM
Sunday, May 27, 2007
quin_cannot lah. I DIDN'T WALK INTO THE PLANT. i was thinking, oh no u can't see me.yijiao_rubbish. happy birthday, ha, ur bday is spent at camp! ;D
speaking of bdays,
my bday is in work experience.
means i'll prolly spend my bday at some lousy museum.
thanks alot.
QUIN TALKS RUBBISH.
just saw cheryl's email
HAHA, don't play chess during band outing.
lets play chess.
ohmy, imagine junqi jumping over mellissa.
HAHA, let guanteng and lamoose demo (:
nothing much to blog bah.
just alot of random thoughts.
highlight of hols: BAND! :D
OMG,
look at this game.
Alien Invasion
Facilitator Story: Everybody has been captured by aliens and they will be released if they help the alien to drop their eggs on Mars without breaking them. The alien has made some of their group members speechless, while the others are either totally paralyzed or deaf (just in case they try to escape or call for help)...
Preparation:
Play with multiple groups
Each group will be separated into 3 categories (noisiest, quietest, blindfolded - with the ratio of 4:4:2)
The noisiest people are not allowed to talk throughout the game. They are also not allowed to physically help with the egg. They can, however, give their ideas on how to protect the egg only through body languages
The quietest people are not allowed to move, they are only allowed to talk.
The rest will be blindfolded but they are allowed to talk and move.
Physically separate the noisiest, quietest and the blindfolded so they are out of arms reach. Although they can't touch, they can communicate with each other.
To play:
The noisiest people in the group will have the most ideas, but are not allowed to talk or help with the egg, so the only way to present their idea to the quietest people is through body language.
The quietest people in the group will have their chance to speak a lot, they are not allowed to help with the egg but they can tell those who is doing the wrapping of the egg what to do
The blindfolded people will do all the wrapping of the egg, they can't see what they are doing but they can listen to instructions given by the quietest people.
The quietest people will tell the blindfolded people where are all the items are, and how to wrap the egg
guess which grp some people will kena.
HAHA, can you imagine? (:
fictionpress! (:
12:35 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
i know what happened.thanks for not telling me.
trying to protect me.
but it didn't help.
i'm sorry.
6:00 PM
Friday, May 25, 2007
awww. quin i know u miss me!last day of sabts!
FREE AT LAST.
okay, i really really didn't expect to win the math thing.
sam and yiran. thanks (:
then after sportsbio,
RUSH to the bus stop.
sorry joshua >.<
really drag very long i know.
then rush to nyaa.
kena scolded by ng chee kiat.
RUBBISH OKAY.
means monday have to go for nyaa.
1330hrs.
go school just for nyaa.
then went band.
was late THREE minutes.
ohmygoodyness.
sightread:
disney fantasy.
disney something else.
satchmo.
something in concert.
eighties.
heh, forgot quite alot.
was stoning thru band lah.
fought with kexin over sitting position.
sorry >.<
was freaking pissed over ng chee kiat.
band was quite okay
normal.
rushed to kap to eat before going for chamber recital.
joshua keith and the red hair guy joshua was complaining about was there.
then demanded(?) that 40 bucks from him.
belle, dasao, deb: will pass 10 bucks to u all on tue or something.
okay,
don't feel like going swsy concert lei.
some more go with quin, police will come lah.
maybe la moose and guanteng even worse.
:D
heh,
ANYONE WANTS TO GO SWSY CONCERT?
they're playing pirates dream!
yes, premiering in singapore. SO GO OKAY.
9th june. sat. @ NAFA lee foundation audi. 7 pm.
buy from me 8 bucks.
buy from others 10 bucks (:
SO GO OKAY.
;D
no, i'm not playing in the concert, as many people have asked.
ohmy.
i realised jeremy almost killed me today.
AND QUINZA, what u did didn't help okay.
damn, missed vjc concert.
but the chamber music recital was WORTH IT.
seeing guanteng and lamoose fight.
quin and cheryl fight. (:
kexin's =.=ness.
lamoose's drumset and her. 1, 2, 1,2,3,4 was so diao.
SIEWYING! jazz trio was nice (:
yeah, i realised our sec3 batch is GREAT ;D
reached home around 9 plus.
my brother fell down. HAHAHAHA.
his lip is swollen :D
i feel mean,
i dont want band outing at east coast!
so dirrrrrrrrty.
grah.
sentosa lah!
yes nut!
GONE WITH THE WIND!
SCARLETT O'HARA!
;D
i forgot to bring today.
shall pass to you on tue?
those who want paper flowers for chamber,
be shameless and tell me! ;D
what a hustery bustery day.
9:58 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
my goodness.who's bangla m and grah doing my test!
today during math sabts.
folded ANOTHER flower (:
so amazing right.
yes, people who gets letter from me during appa11, will get that flower.
please order the colour what you want (:
band was exhausting, to say the least.
after merry widow,
i really DIED.
omg, nearly played rhap in blue.
what a lousy piece.
i mean, it sounds nice.
yeah, but i see the score.
i want to die.
play at swsy, sound horrible already.
won't nycb sound worse?
heh, no offense.
quite a fulfilling day.
yay, merry widow is nice.
and metronome is NOT.
grah.
SCRAPE METRONOME.
put in jericho.
scrape fables.
scrape strike up the band.
why don't play jericho!
repertoire not very heavy what!
i just remembered something.
then i switched back to this window and forgot.
wow.
what a tiring day.
tomorrow!
math sabt: do the lousy thick book of math stuff.
biomech sabt: go to sports council.
OH YEAH.
people please pay your DUTY FINES.
we're in shortage of CLASS FUND.
need to pay for grad gifts.
and don't know who owe class fund $20++
pay up!
OH NOW I REMEMBER.
tankuocheang suan janabel until very pro.
I SHLD LEARN FROM HIM.
omg, freaking hilarious.
tan: where's the key.
siewying: oh its with janabel.
tan: AHH. janabel arh. WE DIE ALREADY. HOW CAN PASS TO HER. she's afraid of a spider lei. haiyo.
:D
mellissa: we HAVE HAVE HAVE to change seating arrangement.
i would like a chance to sit there! PLEASE.
i feel like i'm in danger zone at whr i'm sitting (:
quin i didn't poke you and laugh and walk away!
its just SUCH a coincidence that my finger and ur arm was at the place at the same time (:
i think i'm blind.
either that or kexin is freaking pro.
10:12 PM
Monday, May 21, 2007
sabts first day.HORRIBLE.
for the WHOLE two hours of math,
i was folding some lousy flower with sam.
and we started laughing out of nowhere when i amazingly tore the VERY thick paper.
sam thinks i'm mad.
=\
then sports biomech.
did shuttle run.
not much lah.
just stoned for another 2 hours.
after school.
had lunch at KAP.
sorry goujun, had to leave early =\
then went bugis with siewying, liuyi and someone whose name i forgot ><
then walked around bugis street.
LIUYI: i'm not a big fan of queensway okay. just that the stuff there is CHEAP. yes, go pierce our ears together! (: i want my ear piercings back. =\
okay, then mrt-ed home with siewying.
talked quite alot.
haha, SIEWYING TALKS SERIOUS STUFF.
yeah, then went and buy contacts solution.
reached home at around 6.
SUPER TIRED.
slept for half hour.
ate dinner.
praced piano just now.
here blogging now, cause my hands are tired.
damn, whats wrong with me today.
from 7am, tired already.
siewying!
lets go out on wednesday! (:
maybe jessica will also want to go arab street(:
i feel that our batch as a whole level, is getting more united (:
i think my grade8 is GONE.
i can't even get half the bach thing correct.
mygoodness.
no need to think about distinction already.
see if i can get merit.
will decide whether to retake or not.
=\
dont think my parents will let though.
i want to watch movie.
pirates, nancy drew, the penguin surfing movie , etc.
ARGH my life is gone.
on a more positive note,
THERE'S BAND TOMORROW.
(:
to quote ziyan:
the only time i'm truly happy is when i'm at band.
so true.
we should play chronicles of narnia, the battle part.
highly violent people (:
must choing piano le.
i still want chamber.
8:17 PM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
this is in place of the friday post.shall blog about something constructive.
along the lines of FRIDAY BAND.
okay, more like, the rubbishy stuff that happened.
reached band at ard 240 with ALOT of newspapers.
yes and horns shelf suddenly have a whole new stack of newspapers.
horns thank me (:
at 245 I REALISED.
that my section is left with me and junqi.
OHMYGOODYNESS.
i almost died.
asked shimin when's mel coming.
430.
so i have to last 1 and half hours.
well, i was fighting with jiaying the whole time (:
i refused to play the eupho 1 part.
apparently the parts that eupho2 don't have, JIAYING HAS IT.
so she played them.
and chong didn't realised that there's no eupho1 =.=
see?
anyways,
around 430
i saw a BIG SHINING STAR.
yes, mel came before the solo.
jiaying now thinks i'm mad.
yeah.
ohman i love PIRATES DREAM.
introduction and departure.
banquet in foreign land.
longing in the moonlight.
hurricane and treasure island.
PIRATES DREAM!
and i realised, at bar 245 there, clarinets and saxes can run the notes properly lei!
yay (:
ohyeah,
still havent sent jiaying the pirates dream recordings.
okay then.
she played simple gifts.
quin came half way.
ohman, the lousy tonguing part.
we're OFFBEAT.
and tbones are ON BEAT.
so i keep trying not to play with the tbones.
AND it was so confusing.
>.< bit =".=">.<
was there an earth quake of something on friday/saturday night?
apparently my whole room was shaking.
don't know about the others though =\
get well soon val.
(:
/edit.
ohmygosh.
i see our band prac on huayi band's blog.
CLIFFORDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
you posted it, didn't you?
you had better come for our concert.
damn, my nose is running away.
11:04 AM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
you know,sometimes i just feel that all of you should stop acting.
yeah, everything's so bad.
you want to "go and suicide".
why? only because of something, if it is, minutely important.
yet, you all treat it like the whole world depends on it.
oh well, i suppose you all can't help it.
yeah, i think this way too.
and i still do.
just that i'm too used to seeing what i always see,
hearing what i always hear,
to care.
this somewhat expresses what i feel.
"My Life on Campus" by Christy Simon
The seconds ticked away as I twiddled my yellow No. 2 pencil and stared at the booklet on my desk. I was in the middle of the ACT, and I had exactly nine minutes to answer six questions about the Sahara Desert.
Panic set in as I concentrated on the answer sheet, where empty bubbles now swarmed before my eyes. My panic didn't disappear when I submitted my answer sheet. The next few weeks I remained a nervous wreck as I waited for the results. Then finally the test scores arrived. After I tore open the envelope, I was relieved to see scores that weren't too bad. Finally, I thought, life can return to normal again.
But life didn't return to normal. Comparing ACT and SAT scores became the latest craze. It wasn't long before I began to see my fellow students as numbers.
"There goes 28! … Over there's 1,500!"
As silly as it sounds, I'd started viewing myself and others through the distorted mirror of test scores. When I'd run into someone whose score was lower than mine, I'd be up and full of self-confidence. When I ran into someone with a score higher than mine, I'd be down and full of doubts about my abilities.
When I finally set foot on a college campus, other things soon took the place of those standardized scores. Before long, I was asking myself questions like: Did I make the Dean's list? Did I ask smart questions in class? Is my major as tough as everyone else's?
After about a semester of this, I had to stop and ask myself a more important question: Where does my real value come from? I'd known the answer for a long time, but I'd kind of forgotten it. My self-esteem doesn't come from my ability to ace a test or beat out my classmates for top academic honors. My worth as a person comes from God, who lovingly created me in his own image. And that's something that can never be measured by tests, grades or the Dean's list.
Christy is a college senior majoring in journalism.
Copyright © 1999 Christianity Today. Click for reprint information.
thats how things work around ny i guess.
grades are all that matters.
okay it may not be minutely important.
but yeah, it has such a big effect on alot of people.
is that really needed?
it's nice to know you were there
thanks for acting like you care
12:08 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007
and so finally,the terms ends.
ptm tomorrow.
how am i ever going to survive it.
just too tired today to blog.
too tired to go out le.
sorry, yeah.
what a lousy day.
kexin still doesn't know the difference between the correct way of running long-d and sprinting. TSKK.
8:58 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
had BAND.ohmy
punishments were hilarious.
when cynthia got to euphos i was like.
I SURE 10 ROUNDS PLUSPLUSPLUSPLUS.
then in the endi got THREE rounds.
must be some mistake.
ohmygooodyness.
anyways, ran the 3 rounds.
then i asked shimin whether i can DEPOSIT rounds.
she laughed at me.
RAH.
its a good idea okay!
oh oh.
had lower brass sectionals today!
ohmy. SO FUN OKAY.
merrywidow!
PIRATES DREAM.
hur.
quin and i keep fighting =\
lousy immature quin.
NOT MY FAULT.
ohman,
joined the sec1s for drills for about 2 mins, and gave up.a
apparently, kexin siewying and i were louder than nearly 30 people.
i'm AMAZED.
and i realised, that euphos are noisy.
if we don't talk, the whole band room is SILENT.
ohmy.
and matthewlim asked us to advertise nycb to the pri sch band.
HAHA, rps band.
hur.
i don't even know where the band room is!
(:
jianler:
ONCE A RULANGNITE ALWAYS A RULANGNITE!
ohman i miss rulang so much.
although 6r and 6u always dao and fight.
I THINK.
can't rmb very clearly.
haha.
OHMAN, how i wish i was pri6 again.
oh yes, something very dumb happened.
and i wasn't the one doing it okay.
its like we had a impromptu quiz on greek mythology.
OMG. my group is mad.
msSebestian:what was narcissca in love with?
edwyna: his own reflection.
grp3: a flower?
my group: LUCIUS MALFOY.
ohmygoodyness.
i almost died.
oh, if you don't get it,
means you don't read harry potter.
jiaying:
THOU SHALT NOT HIT MY HEAD!
anyway hor,
siewying quin kexin and i can always ambush you.
and you die already.
some more, you nearly bang into the band room door again.
TSKK.
MUST COME FOR APPASSIONATA XI OKAY.
i know its at a ulu audi.
BUT MUST COME OKAY!
7:55 PM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
OHOH.blogger is back to normal.
I CAN BLOG PROPERLY.
i haven't blogged for 2 days le.
BIG ACHIEVEMENT RIGHT.
i think so too!
ohman,
i kinda forgot everything le.
just that mrK told us not to take sciences as a major in uni.
cause he regretted it alot.
OHMYGOSH la.
his stories are so freaking hilarious.
not much mood to blog.
so shall just put down what happened today.
had physics.
which AMAZINGLY i didn't fall asleep.
you know toh and her lousy monotonous voice.
then math.
which i taught janabel how to do ws 8.2
SO PROUD OF MYSELF.
she can actually understand.
and i didn't make her sound dumb in the process of teaching her.
then recess.
kexin dont have much dong4 jing1.
so i guess its sorta fading.
MUST MUST MUST settle okay.
quin, u don't just sit there and be sarcastic lah.
after that its CHINESE.
stoned.
she gave back our compre.
O's high chinese 1998 =.=
OHMYGOODYNESS.
i almost failed pls.
my O's HCL is gone.
then chem.
supposed to be lab,
then some O's class wanted to kope the lab.
so we went library.
and mrK's like 'i bet we'll be chased out'.
where mrK spent half the lesson talking about his uni days.
and suanning sheila and gang.
lunch.
where kexin jessica and i walked around the admin and classroom block 3 times.
that's so dumb.
oh well.
LangArts.
library.
AGAIN.
watched the court scene of guasha.
hmm, thought about what someone said.
i dont know.
alot of reflections but lazy to type.
had a breif LA meeting
FORGOT TO WRITE MINUTES.
ohmygoodyness.
went kap for about 3 hrs.
talked about some stuff.
I REALLY REALLY MISS PRIMARY SCHOOL.
6u'04.
nothing beats 6U'04
all the madding after psle.
bchan's suanning and everything.
see, nick agrees with me
ps I TAKE BACK MY WORDS
6U IS THE BEST XD
and priss also.
she demands a 6U chalet.
I REALLY WANT ONE TOO!
priss, lets campaign against JOHN THE GIT.
celest'll be OBS at that time.
oh well..
and today.
i realised that there's no one going vjc band concert with me.
cause they have chamber stuff.
at least thats what kexin says.
=\
also,
I SUPER AGREE WITH YOU OKAY.
i
i shan't post it here,
cause its not uh, politically correct.
I MAY GET ARRESTED.
*GASPS.
u'll all miss me right.
(:
RULANG PRIMARY SCHOOL.
6U'04
i'm proud to be a rulangnite (:
7:50 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
do you all miss me?HAHA. i didn't blog for ONE DAY.
on a more serious note.
i should actually start mugging.
and not be in holiday mood anymore.
i'm still in dec hols mood can.
and june is coming.
I SHALL BE A NERD :D
p/s: pls read my tag. ohmygosh. its flooded.
8:27 PM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
val_ha, YOU ARE GROWING SHORTER. :D shrinking lah. i think she MUST be scraping stuff what. if play everything then like very tiring and LONGGGGGGGGGG.kexin_?! i didn't say i that i don't believe you? the " and " is there to QUOTE you. feel honoured hello.
siewying_my 2.4 is on the coming friday (: CAN ONE LAH. u won't die. :D
peisan_yes i think the tbone choir, horn choir, tuba ensemble whatever is so rubbish lah. ohmy, i thought she only had that idea so as to fill up the empty spaces in the concert. =\
today got BAND MASTERCLASS.
okamura keep suanning us lahh =.=
thats not the point.
ANYWAY RIGHT.
kexin can't say blink blink blink, without blink blink blink-ing.
then hor, she said 6 "rah"s and 5 "mean"s in about 10min?
I'M AMAZEDDD.
oh yeah.
eating = constructive activity okay.
haha, our section go masterclass like go picnic can.
i brought
chocolate bread (2). one to jan one to me.
vanilla bread (2). one to kexin, one left.
strawberry milk (2). one to kexin, one to val.
yoghurt (2). 3/4 to quin, 1/4 to kexin. 1 to me.
quinza brought,
some forest fruits thing, which kexin insists on calling forest fire =.=
HUGE BAG OF LAYS(1). almost all to kexin and i. HAHA.
:D I LOVE LAYS.
ohmy, so picnic lah.
then we were eating lays outside there, while everyone was crowding around the table trying to get food.
HA, smart us.
then we 3 were walking from the room to the food there.
wow, and we were trying to walk as slow as possible.
haha, trying to finish as much as possible before we reach there.
cause when we reach there ah,
people like VAL, will kope everything.
in the end me and kexin walk infront of the CHIPS and quin.
then we turn ard at the same time to get chips and its freaking obvious that we were eating something =.=
and i didn't DID NOT, drop the chips okay.
ohyeah,
lawrence siao is super =.= lah.
pls eat now, come back by 10am, to avoid clashing with the MASSES.
=.=
don't want us to clash with other bands at ALL costs.
and hwachong rejected the demo band thing,
become ACSI demo.
jan and ros were flirting around with some acsi guy lah.
TSKK.
oh, and the bus drive SUPER slow.
yes, he took 10 min to get out of NTU and NIE.
thats so amazing
-ly slow.
AND. he came super late.
we had to entertain ourselves in that lousy room for one and half hours.
WE PLAYED BRIDGE.
ohmy, for once i partner kexin i nv lose lei.
WE WON 11 SETS.
ohmy, thats almost as gd and me and belle :D
me and belle = 12sets :D
belle is REALLY pro.
either that or cheryl and quin really cannot make it.
and the sec2s were EXERCISING.
ohmy, they were jumping around and going one two one two one two.
sec4s just sit around and watch the sec2s,
and look amazed.
nycb is such a self entertaining band.
oh and guanteng:
don't be amazed at how much food i have.
HAHA.
without food we'll all die.
its a HUSTERY BUSTERY DAY.
really great day.
cause there was BAND! :D
oh, then after band, kexin and i were infront of the audi there.
kexin was taking photos.
and i was being an ostrich.
cause i'm like.
i can't see you, means u can't see me.
:D
so dumb i know.
OH, quin koped my whole bottle of wildberries yoghurt lorrrrrrrr.
don't know who say don't like one lah.
i realised that janabel can eat VERY fast.
ohmy, she finished the whole bread thing in 2 min.
what a
ohman.
NYCB EUPHOS.
what a great section.
yes.
the sec3 euphos! :D
and hor.
quinza arh.
you tag as the OTHER senior, lame pls.
so now.
your senior: kexin.
the other senior: quin.
the remaining senior: me.
=.= my section is so creative.
playing jericho today really felt like syf again.
with a syf judge sitting infront of us.
and audiences.
i miss syf.
6:49 PM
Friday, May 11, 2007
val_yeah val is growing SHORTER. sit like how mr okamura says lah. then will pei mong.sabrina_yeah. NOETHER. its quite okay. i THINK.
quin_ohmyy. haha. i blogged ytd lah. but didn't post. :D SHALL BLOG OKAY. i'm NICE :D
junqi_yes. QUINZA'S BLOG very nice to read! :D
i shall blog.
ytd okamura came.
OHMY. he's FREAKING HILARIOUS.
yes.
val shld sit that way.
grow 28 MM.
haha.
he's super anti climax.
"after 3 month of sitting properly, i grew 28......millimetres"
the pause was super long.
wow.
yesterday band quite funny lah.
TODAY EVEN BETTER.
i skipped all lessons after 1. HOHO.
to tell people to walk FIVE FREAKING STEPS from the boarding school lobby thingie to the exam room.
FIVE FREAKING STEPS OKAY.
one two three four FIVE.
ohmygosh lah.
i did that for 2 HOURS.
mytian.
i almost died.
okay then went for band.
saw kexin coming down from band.
TSKK.
she says she's "sick", yeah.
but considering that she'll be going out at night, i dont see why she's sick.
so anyway went band ard 3.30
yes. then mell and quin were suanning each other.
they say that they're the backgrd noise in the aesop's fables.
so rubbish lah.
the dog and the bone. the boy who cried wolf and what not.
mell: am i the dog or the wolf?
quin: you're the noise in the back ground.
then played one mvt.
quin: am i the dog or the bone?
mell: you're the noise in the bg.
OHMYGOSH.
when did my section become like that?
too stressed arh.
so anyway.
played some gnomes rubbish.
7/8 time.
OHMYTIAN.
i can't subdivide AT ALL.
rubbish lha.
i couldn't play at all.
and its in the concert repertoire.
our repertoire is SUPER DUPER LONG now.
like 15 pieces?
CUT THE GNOMES RUBBISH.
thennn, mell flew away at 5pm.
so me and quin were STUCK THERE.
ALONE.
then, played pirates dream.
INSISTED on playing eupho2.
i seroiusly can't recognize eupho1 score.
ohman. its hilarious.
yes okay.
hmm i seem to have forgotten something.
OHOH.
kexin: mellissa asked me to tell you that she's very angry with you.
mellissa: quinza asked me to tell you that she's very angry with you.
happy now, quinza. HAHA.
ohmy that was so freaking hilarious.
so classic can.
you know!
kexin thinks i'm pro.
she said that my napfa right.
everything also look very easy and qing1 song1 until sit and reach.
HAHA.
ohmy the way she put it is so funny!
"you see hor, she run 2.4 arh. so qing1 song1. but i know she's dying when she finish lah. then all the jumps and everything. OH YEAH, the pullups super fast. situps also. then the shuttle run like ZOOM fly everywhere. but the sit and reach arh. sit down already, OHMY i'm going to fail"
siewying burts out laughing here.
thanks arh, kexin.
HEH. i know my NAPFA pro.
last yr lah.
this yr so crapppp.
ohyes,
timed my 2.4 today.
13.24min!
OHMYGOSHHHHHHHHHHH.
i improved!
oh yes,
tmr got demo band thing.
I'LL GOING TO BRING FOOD.
so that i don't die.
yes. :D
my bag will be full of food okay.
DONT KOPE. :D
ohmy.
what an exciting week.
its a HUSTERY BUSTERY DAY! :D
tomorrow's going to be so exciting!
ohmy, i'm so hyper.
laadeedumb.
janabel is dumb :D
CONGRATS TO HCJC ON SOLID GOLD WITH PRIDE!
:D
beat RAFFLES in syf 09.
raffles is FALLING.
shan't be sadistic lah.
but HAHAHAHA.
too bad man.
9:59 PM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
muscle ache.but i don't care le.
i'm going to train and choing for 2.4
12min!
>.<
i HOPE i can make it.
apparently i'm super unfit now.
as compared to last yr
situps deprove by 2
inclined deprove by 9 =.=
shuttle run deprove by 0.5sec.
jumps improve by 3cm. seriously last yr jumps sucks lah. jump like jellybean =.=
sit and reach, no idea.
oh yes.
val is a jelly bean.
HAHA, like the neopets that game that one.
thats how she jumps :D
i dont jump like her okay.
oh myy,
the whole chinese lecture had 61 slides.
val and i talked through the whole thing.
how nice.
my homework is really dying.
noether qn (1).
math corrections (2).
physics prac (3).
ws 8.2 (9qn).
IH concept developement.
i'm so SO dead.
and must write chinese report, and huo dong thing by end of this term.
term 3 got IH issue 3, physics presentation, chem presentation, LA presentation, math noether thing, chinese presentation, appassionata XI...
ohmy i can't even remember lahhhhhhhhhh.
i'm DEAD.
severe muscle ache doesn't help.
i shall not talk or laugh during band tomorrow.
I CAN MAKE IT OKAY, kexin.
don't talk to me can already.
sometimes i feel like screaming at you, telling you that you're not the only one.
we're all stressed, tensed up.
we're all time bombs waiting to explode.
we're all highly explosive and violent.
i know we are selfish, we are fish mongers.
POINT IS. can you please look at the bigger picture.
you do realise that there people worse off than you.
forget it, you wouldn't understand.
i'm hopeless.
1 and half hours on 2 PAGES.
and its not even NEAR perfect.
my merit is GONE.
and i realise that my goals are getting lower lower by day.
distinction to merit.
A to B.
a 12min to a 14min.
75% to 70% to 65% to 60%. soon it will be 50%
from handing in quality work on time,
to just scraping that deadline with low quality work.
from studying for quizes, to a can't-be-bothered-with-it-attitude.
from doing my essays properly, to doing it within an hour, and trying to get past it.
seriously,
i'm just so accustomed to failing that i don't care any more.
i utterly disgust myself.
miracles only happen when you work for them.
dreams only come true if they are realistic, and hardwork is put in.
childhood fantasies don't come true anymore.
its the real deal.
and suddenly i realise i'm alot like you.
i expect things to be there, when i don't work for them.
self centered, world revolved around me, attitude.
we're both fishmongers.
i know someone has said that,
you have to be selfish in life.
i've been told that many times.
yes i know i'm selfish.
you don't have to go to that extent to suan me.
to emphasize the fact that i probably can't make it to jc.
to emphasize the fact that i'm selfish.
thanks.
but i haven't woken up.
i haven't changed.
i don't let you decide for me,
what i want to be.
sometimes i could just cry out of pure frustration.
6:23 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
siewying_haiya.i classroom also not much signal. basement no signal AT ALL.chai_rps is rulang pri not raffles. u know how much i despise rgs. =\ why would i be from raffles primary. i look like raffles de ppl meh.
junqi_haha, jiayou. I WANT A1. my class alot of A's.
ARGH
muscle ACHE.
extreme lah.
i'm dying okay.
can't bend, then stand straight also very pain. >.<
okay maybe not that bad.
BUT tomorrow got 5 items.
i shall hope for a miracle in jumps.
hope i just jump far, not jump high.
yes. and i HOPE i can hit 20 for pull ups.
although i know its a bit impossible.
ohwell..
yeopeili bombed me again.
say next friday 2.4
NOT JULY.
thanks arh.
no time to train.
and suddenly everyone this yr run super fast.
janabel actually got 16 min.
oh myy, thats a D and i'm going to get a D.
how nice.
oh.
had band.
played quite alot of new things.
uh some romance thing, pirates carribean, celebration overture, simple gifts, you're beautiful(jamesblunt) and when the saints go marching in.
suddenly i realised that chong realised that we exist.
cause carribean got solo, which became soli.
still the subdivision is RUBBISHHHHHHHH.
no wonder my math fail.
i can't subdivide at ALL.
oh yes,
then the originals,
always only got 1 C eupho score and 2 or 3 Bb eupho score.
its so !#@$#&*$$#%^&.
yes,
so 4 person share one score is torture.
cause apparently i couldn't see the 2nd page AT ALL.
i gave up playing the 2nd page.
I LOVE PIRATES' DREAM.
super super super nice piece.
oh yes, celebration overture, mellissa insists on playing 2nd.
i saw the 1st part score and almost died.
now i know how nice it is to play 2nd.
ohmy, PIRATES DREAM.
carribean also not bad lah.
hur.
i realised that if we play pirates dream for concert, will be 3rd in singapore to play.
1st is swsy.
2nd is some band.
3rd is NYCB :D
must come appassionata XI okay.
although the repertoire a bit lousy and random lah.
JUST COME.
support NYCB.
nanyang concert band.
we are the MUSIC, while the music LASTS. :D
oh.
i realised that LA is actually quite fun.
the discussion about charly.
uh, stuff about society, how it excludes "morons".
well, coming from, what people would say, a elite school,
i've got to say that. its true that society shuns them and thinks that they have nothing to contribute.
were progressing so fast that morals and humanity doesn't matter anymore.
science math and technology is all that matters.
no wonder triple sciences class are always thought as smarter than the double people.
double people are well balanced, triple sci people are uh, more scientific (?).
yeah.
assumptions.
hmm, why does everyone use rgs to motivate us is beyond me. =\
yes i dont like them.
they not rich, act rich.
yeah got chauffeur so what.
got maids, so what.
live in landed property so what?
your family owns a big business so what.
your family goes to bai4 nian1 to the PM. so what.
hello, i bet i know some people who are million times richer than you.
i bet i know some people million times more important than you.
elite schools don't aim to make people arrogant.
they aim to bring out the best in everyone.
they don't teach us to look down on others.
they teach us not to be superficial.
they teach us to see beyond what is on the outside.
they teach us to understand and sympathize.
they don't teach us to be inhumane.
and and and, don't ever look down on us.
we arenot as good as you all.
we are even better.
we're not cheena, we're chinese orientated. we are bilingual.
better than you being a wannabe Caucasian but can't make it.
and you're not anywhere higher class than us please.
and you're not EFFECTIVELY bilingual.
PIRATES DREAM. PHANTOM. PIRATES CARRIBEAN.
NYCB! :D
8:28 PM
Monday, May 07, 2007
joshua_oh myy the scgs uni is so ugly.junqi_yes I WANT A1. RAHHHHHHH. chinese is like the easiest to score now.
val_i think hor, u come and say my tag noisy then no one want to tag =.=
ohmannn.
i think my 2.4 die le.
july 2.4
means i got 2 months to train.
just now went and run/jog whatever.
at this rate my 2.4 is 14min and about 10-20 sec.
SCRAPE A.
cannot lah.
cannot like that.
must TRAIN.
and jumps.
later mssabrina say must jump further not higher.
she always say i jump high but not far lah =.=
fineeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
my gold is GONE.
>.<
ohman.
2.4 must A.
situps must A.
pullups must A.
shuttle run and jumps i think B or C can already lah. my jumps really cannot make it. >.<
then sit and reach maybe B or A?
haha.
i miss 1.6 it was so freaking easyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
i must improve my 3km to about 18min. >.<
now 20min.
maybe i should just time my 2.4 =.=
cause the last 600m is really CANNOT MAKE IT.
i miss swimming lessons actually.
train stamina.
and i bet my 100m timing is PATHETIC NOW LAH.
maybe 3min with tracksuit?
ohmyy.
3 min is gold standard.
wow.
i really miss swimming lessons.
timing, 50m, BUTTERFLY! :D
the feeling was so SHUANG.
hur. and now i have none.
i should join back in oct when the pool reopens :D
smart me.
shld complete lifesaving at least right.
so anyway, went kap with jessica today.
:D
uh she nearly lost her phone =.=
that one pro luh.
talked aobut pri sch.
I MISS RPS.
really.
the hilarious silent reading stuff. and pri school life.
everyone looks so kiddie to me now.
didn't know i was like that 3 yrs ago.
damn.
i miss PRISSSSS.
although we weren't on very gd terms during psle period. ahaha.
and VIRTUAL HOGWARTS :D
the four founders.
pris celest me and zhenping.
i think. :D
and sarah's rubbish.
and rach's wu bi gao.
and b chan. now he looks like a hamster.
and chicken's hairlessness (?).
ahaha. RPS! :D
oh yeah.
played xbox again today :D
ahaha.
me and kexin did something very dumb.
i was going the wrong way.
then she was going the right way.
and we BANG into each other, headlong lah.
ohmyy. and we just keep accelerating.
HAHA, like bullfight like that.
then when we finally siam apart.
i FLY in toe wrong direction like a bullet.
and kexin proceeded to bang into a railing. =.=
wow. i'm so freaking amazed at our retardedness.
oh yes.
305 got A for cleanliness.
i think our class got C or smth.
we could have failed, if i didn't empty the trash today.
which was piling up with newspapers like the leaning tower of pisa. :D
heh.
i still owe classfund 10 bucks.
and gail 15.20 for the show.
and ziyan 10 bucks for vj concert.
oh yeah.
ANYONE WANT TO GO TJC CONCERT?
Temasek Junior College Symphonic Band
presents
Prelude 27
19th May 2007 (Sat)
Victoria Concert Hall
7.30pm
$12 per tix - Free Seating
go okay.
tell me if u want to go.
cause i need to cfm REALLY soon.
shufen, sorry for putting it off for so long >.<
okay that shall conclude my post.
:D
must go stretch le.
if not tmr sure muscle ache >.<
NAPFA! :D
7:50 PM
weijie_jeremy is pornstar! not me okayyyy. and i think he reads my blog. so DON'T SAY LE. i only pon 2.4 I THINK.val_my tag not noisy=.= its SILENT. :D
sarah_cheer up lah. GRAND-DAUGHTER. finally ren ni le. :D whr's slut? then can be the 3 blind mices
siewying_haiya. I KNOW LAHHHHHHH. at least i nv get C5 :D
jianler_ha, YOU GOING OBS TMR. :D jiayoujiayou. although i doubt u'll see this. eh. i know u don't study lah. hc all studious except u, weisheng, and cl :D
crazyhamster_yes lah. cause ppl also say hc cheena what. :D at least our school motto/vision whatever is in ENGLISH. :D okay maybe urs is too. =\
val_haha. its not i write one! :D
chai_HAHA, very funny. hc more cheena than us luh.
i want to SLEEEEEEEP.
but tomorrow, or rather, TODAY got MOE ppl coming.
along with overseas uni ppl.
do presentation.
OHMYY.
damn, i need to clean my piano.
PRAC PRELUDE. must be PERFECT.
ravel also.
then the sonata heck lah.
SCALES.
impt impt!
must score.
exam's coming.
obs is coming.
I CAN'T PON OBS.
damn lah.
miss 1 wk of band prac, work, SIAs, pianolesson.
and best thing is.
got one 2 hr piano lesson during OBS wk.
ARGHHHH.
i want to sleeeeeeeep.
12:08 AM
Sunday, May 06, 2007
gah. there's something wrong with blogger.rah.
the lousy thing keeps eating up my post.
weijie_yeah lah. i know its dumb. cause u're not charming, gdlooking or smart. :D see, you don't fit the stereotype, therefore you think its dumb :D
val_wanted to edit it actually. but blogger ate up half of the convo and i was lazy to retype it. :D u're welcome. yes and we're not cheena :D i didn't get A for chinese. RAH.
peisan_ha. our part is dumb. prefer FUGUE! :D
nicholas_aha. you're from acsi. but no one said you were HOT. :D
zp_yeah lor. belle shld take LIT. :D lit rocks okay (: yes we are NOT cheena.
don't want to blog.
cause i think blogger will eat it up.
and i'll be too lazy to retype it.
i love hawaiian chocolate! :D
ohoh and jap chocolate moshi. :D
ohmyy
CHIJ - very westernised and liberal/frank pple // cheena-fied (only for sngs
)NYGH - studious.. hci counterpart
Crescent - no comment
Cedar - smart people??
TKGS - no comment but they say alot of 'chiobus' here
MGS - no idea
RGS - work hard but play hard
SMGS - wild??
SCGS - no comment, but i hate the uniform =x
PLMGS - the average school
CGS- manga artists =X or at least good artists (I wanted to go to this school T^T but I didnt..)
NYGH- intelligent (manners too :x)
RGS- intelligent too XD but manners not as much as NYGH
CHIJ- friendly with each other? =D (I don't care about what ST said =.= my 5th sec sch choice was one of the schs haha)
Nanyang Girls High - no offence but i think they give me the impression that they just study study study and thats it. and also i think NYGH looks quite cheena too.
All those cheena schools all got some parts cut off or something.NYGH,HCI also the same case,no sleeve and short pants.
CHIJ: MOST give the impression of being loose in a sense, and a bit despo. most... but they are very outspoken
MGS: dno, a lot of people like their uniform. for me no comments haha
RGS: feminist, issit? not very good in chinese, people tell me
St.Margarets: dno much
Nanyang: first and foremost, NANYANG GIRLS ARE NOT CHEENA OKAY!((: haha. a lot of them are despo, however. and they are trying to break the cheena image; some try too hard ): and... ugly... uniform...
Cresent girls: there are a few very 'guy' types there, like tomboyish ones? but got some chio people inside (:
cedar girls: they say got a lot of lesbians leh. ._O but they are friendly people haha
SCGS: weird uniform oso...
seems that st margs is very unknown=.=
ny is hwachong's counterpart. WOW.
ohmyy, i think i post too much about schools.
i shouldn't.
STOMP! :D
12:33 PM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
just read belle's blog.I AGREE TOTALLY.
to quote from her:
RJC is better than ACS? (any of them, take your pick.)
WHO EVER SAID THAT? do you have evidence to back it up?
no.
its just because ACS is where most of the rich nerds go to.
and RJC is where all the smart popular, chio handsome people go to.
and HCI is where all the nanyang and hwachong losers reunited as a even more loser-ish school.
DAMMITTTTTTTTT.
blogger ate up my post.
A EXTREMELY LONG POST.
i'm lazy to type again.
and i'm not that pissed over it le. :D
so i shall post some stuff here.
RI- Aiyah...best in S'pore, JB and some say Batam lah...(at least that's what they think
)HCI- Cheena. Need I say more?
SJI- the nicer ones of the lot, though got a lot of jocks there. :P
ACS- (independent) Filthy rich equivalent of RI boys. Jock-ish and flirty school as well.
(Barker Road)- Rowdier bunch
Monfort- nice people there.
Cat High- nerdy-ish and Jock-ish too.
Maris Stella- the quiet bunch of boys lol.
St Pat's- flirty bunch of himbos.
St GAb's- okay okay only lah
ACS(i)-rich hot and smart but a bit of attitude probs.
catholic high-nonya keuh.(their green shorts and white uniforms make them look like those keuh in the begawan solo shops.
HCI_Cheena ppl with army styled uniforms and hairy legs
Raffles-arrogant nerds
sji-gay
Hwa Chong is definitely not cheena....
*silence*
Ok maybe if you compare others with us, we may feel cheena or whatever. >.<>
(i was thinking that that guy got common sense. until i realised he's from hc =.=)
- ACS (i) - rich, hot, flirts. no sense of commitment AT ALL.
- ACS (Barker) - rich, cute. only have one friend from there and he's nice (: so yes i have a good impression of them.
- Catholic High - gay
- HCI - nerds, but not to the extreme.
- Raffles Institution - nerdy. know tons of guys from there. they're all losers luh!
- SJI -gd looking, charming, heart breakers, proud, smart, rich.
i shan't state my stand in this. HA.
i'm amazeddddddddd.
ohmyy.
stereotypes (:
OH.
nanyang is NOT cheeeeeeeena.
the word cheena isn't really a word. =.=lll
girls school does NOT equal loserish, lousy,les what not.
OHMYY alliteration =.=
go read this 2 threads.
thats whr this post comes from.
http://talkback.stomp.com.sg/forums/showthread.php?t=15573
http://talkback.stomp.com.sg/forums/showthread.php?t=17097
thats what i talking about in the post that got eaten up.
mannnnnnnnnn, i hate stereotypes.
although some are quite funny.
heh.
1:18 PM
Friday, May 04, 2007
there's something wrong with blogger.i can't delete post!
so i shall type this here instead :D
happy, val?
11:42 PM
today had band!ohmyy, i didn't know strike up the band is so nice.
compared to that tico and something rhapsody.
ITS GREAT.
ohmann.
the whole day's highlight is BAND.
aseop's fables is CRAP.
the lousy "mvt" or whatever,
euphos have THREE bars.
and its sorta melodyyyyyyyy.
best lahhh.
3 bars.
WOW.
so much hor.
and 76 tbones is NICE. haha.
but i always get lost at the same part after so long. =.=ll
ohyes. VAL its SEVENTYSIX. not SEVENTYTWO.
heh.
edit: as quin says. val is too short to see the score. HAHA.
i realiseddd,
that my right ankle is swollen for some unknown reason.
i have ZERO idea what happened.
OHMYY, its the supernatural.
HAHA.
but it caused me to almost DIE walking home from the bus stop.
PAINNNNNNNNNN.
the hc guy behind me was like.
OHMYGOSH, super loud.
i nearly died can.
something must have happened, duh.
rah napha on monday and wed.
gold is DIFFICULT this yearrrr.
i want gold >.<
how come sec sch then can't get gold alr.
must jump properly this time!
oh oh!
today we did this super lame thing lah.
me jan and lorraine walking past the atrium.
jan:hi gay.
lorrina:hi gay.
me: hi gay.
HAHA.
thats how its supposed to go as planned.
jan: hi gay.
lorraine: hi gay.
me: HAHAHA. hi gay.
so SHI BAI.
then we did it again.
me lorraine and jacey!
ohmyy.
it was so retardddd.
kexin:
SJ doesn't equal SJI lahhhhh.
SJ is ST JOHN'S.
short form for SJAB.
ohmyyy.
ni xiang dao na li qu.
chopchili chopchili chop chop chop! :D
7:38 PM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
sarah_kope lah.junqi_i'm not potato. =.=
quin_dont rubbish.
today had main band!
aha.
played some rhap, fugue and 76 tbones!
HAHAHA. ohman, fugue is so nice.
suddenly it became a MASTERPIECE to me.
ahaha, maybe it was to start with.
i have NO AIR.
i can't even hold for 16 counts now.
ohmy, train air!
and monday's 2.4
I'M DEAD.
i want that A.
quite impossible this yr, seeing that i barely scraped that A last yr.
and that nike shoe gave me a blister and really really painful soles.
what a lousy shoe.
oh yes.
i felt super loser today.
yijiao arh.
that LOUSY pig.
draw on the back of my shirt, near my shoulder there.
ohmyy.
then janabel was helping me rub it off, outside 303.
ohmyy.
it looked SUPER wrong.
hmm, HAHA got one counselor gave me the weird what-are-you-two-doing look.
janabel rub so hardddddddddd.
pain lei.
LOUSY YIJIAO.
rah.
don't ever do that again.
heh.
maybe chamber isnt that great.
look at the eupho score. HAHA.
or maybe i'll play jazz piano.
IF i'm in.
which apparently i'm NOT.
rahhh.
i just realised i havent signed up for sabbaticals.
hmm.
i'll just slp thru that one week.
okay.
apparently we don't have real nice courses.
lousyyyyyyyyyy.
good luck to me.
maybe i'll only for that day with the fieldtrip and also on friday.
rahhh.
i shall have a positive mindset.
wow, a sabbatical with tanyewling is going to be great.
damn. i want chamber.
i dont care what lousy demisemiquavers part i'll get.
I WANT IT.
but i know i can't get it.
>.<
sometimes, i really wished, i knew how to play another instru, or maybe excel at piano too.
8:34 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
i'm amazed.got ALOTALOT of clothes lah.
like moutain.
but i don't like!
rah. so wasted.
out of like 9 pieces, i only like 3?
OHMYY.
hawaii doesn't seem to have any nice stuff.
okay.
today was boring?
i seem to have forgotten what happened today.
super short term memory.
need to do chem website!
can't find a jelly skin.
ohmyy.
shall make a plain one.
sometimes i can actually think properly.
6:20 PM
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
someone make a blogskin out of this!
The piano sits before me in formal attire
A black and white tux suits its purpose
Waiting for me to press its keys
And stir the guttural emotions it longs for
It waits for me, as it always will
And cries its own melancholy melody
That it created solely for me
As its mascara runs down white keys
I hear it sigh in relief from my touch
As I glide my hand through the dust
How long I have neglected it
Its rusty hope creaks when I sit
I gently lay my fingertips on ivory faces
And it waits in baited breath
Until I gently pat the lid and whisper
“Not today”
I knew a piano once that made me smile,
That conforted silence and silenced my thoughts,
Bought movement to my fingers,
An ivory caress that lingered a while.
I was mostly alone but often complemented.
Am I better than I was? The hours of practice
seem to move me further away.
Cursed to travel slower.
The shiny, new, plastic grands that I always
dreamed of are inhospitable.
Uncarpeted and cold.
Snarling at my mistakes,
Feeding my nerves,
Making my friends cry.
It was not the piano's fault, it was mine.
Get over it.
There were times when the piano was the
only strength you had.
Now it's making you weak.
But you can't quit, you need your fix.
Keep going, you must improve a bit.
Find a scientist, ignorant to music.
Or a child! They know nothing.
Then you might impress the easily impressed.
Will that make you happier?
Now that you've experienced this?
Wait and see. There's a chance.
You see a piano.
You hit a key and out comes a note.
A paper full of wild symbols and words
Without any real meaning.
I see that piano.
But not how you do.
I see that paper full of wild symbols and words.
But not how you do.
I see that piano
That piano is the extension of my soul
Staring into this sea of black notes and white keys
White paper and black keys
My heart pours itself into these moving melodies.
And still i keep playing...
If my eyes are the window to my soul,
Then this piano i see
This piano is my soul's voice,
Singing, shouting, screaming.
Can you hear it?
Through the consonant tones,
Through the heavy chords
In these impromptus, and sonatas
These Preludes and marzukas.
And still i keep playing...
You hear these pieces
Dripping with emotion,
Blood, sweat, and tears.
Beauty, stress, and anger.
Can you hear it?
Does it move you?
Do you feel it?
Can you feel it?
You thought that this was just an instrument of music,
But its truly an instrument of my emotion..
Anger, Sadness, Love, My Failures, My Hopes, My Dreams...
You may not hear what i hear,
or feel what i feel...
But that doesn't matter...
Just understand that this is emotion and music, human thought and human creation..
Together as one..
And still i'll keep playing.
Your fingers rolled gracefully over the black and white
Smoothing back the ruffled notes
And caressing each key with a curled
Precious fingertip.
My ears swam in the sounds
Echoing from the glossy darkness
and turning into a thousand colors
That lit the room.
Eyelashes bent down
Chocolate eyes staring off into nothing
As the milky white keys
Obeyed your every command.
Slowly your lids began to close
As I lay by your feet
Feeling the ocean of perfect chords
Pick me up with their waves
And float me out farther away from Earth.
Soft sand made of silky pitches ran under my fingers
And gentle rolls of soft tune swirled my hair
As slowly your lips curved up and I could see the notes
On your cherry lips.
You licked them away
And they carried up through the ceiling.
Gently you swayed
Leaning closer to the string of black and white
As if you could sink into it and disappear inside your world
Of music.
As the last note died gently and
Fell softly to the ground
You turned the pages of sheet music inside of your head
Closed your eyes once more
And took me sailing again.
all from deviantart.
they have great stuff there.
gorgeous abstracts. (:
i will play la campanella one day.
one day, i shall.
7:25 PM
i feel i've done this before.but oh well..
CHOOSE 12 PEOPLE .
1. kexin. lala!
2. janabel lie.
3. quinza.
4. celine.
5. valerie.
6. guanteng.
7. weijie.
8. jeremy.
9. mong.
10. cheryl.basses.
11. siewying!
12. lorraine?
Q: Have you ever kissed number 7?
A: no?
Q: What's the best memory you have of 9?
A: HAMSTER. hahaha
Q: When's the next time you're gonna see 4?
A: band prac lah.
Q: Is number 8 pretty?
A: OHMYYY. HAHAHAHAHAHA. no.
Q: What was your first impression of number 10?
A: uh. the person who talks to jacey during band?
Q: How did you meet 3?
A: band lah. just talked to her out of nowhere.
Q: Have you seen 5 in the last month?
A: yesterday.
Q: Do you think 2 has a crush on you?
A: HAHAHAHA. no. she has SOMEONE ELSE in mind.
Q: When was the last time you saw 12?
A: uh yesterday. csm.
Q: Have you ever been to 1's house?
A: yes.
Q: Would you ever kiss 6?
A: ewww. no? she's reserved for someone else. alot of someone else-s. HOR JANABEL.
Q: When's the next time you'll see 10?
A: band prac.
Q: Are you really close to 3?
A: of course not.
Q: Have you ever been to the movies with 4?
A: no. i dont even talk to her.
Q: Have you ever gotten in trouble with 2?
A: uh not really.
Q: What do you and number 3 talk about the most?
A: we don't talk. we suan each other.
Q: Would you give number 5 a hug?
A: if she grows taller. HAHA. yes. maybe.
Q: Would you like to spend more time with number 11?
A: hmm, still have alot to discuss with her.
Q: Are you in love with number 12?
A: HAHAHAHHA. no? why should i be.
Q: When have you lied to number 11?
A: no. just gave her vague answers :D
Q: Do you know a secret about number 8?
A: no. its a known secret? haha. i dont know.
Q: Describe the relationship between number 9 and number 5.
A: OHMAN. mong and val. HAHAH. where shall i start. they're VERY close. :D of course there's more lahh.
Q: What is the best thing about your friendship with number 4?
A: ohmy. she's my junior. and that she listens to me. not like someone.
Q: What is the worst thing about number 1?
A: kexin arh. the rubbishy stuff she says.
Q: Have you ever danced with number 7?
A: no?
Q: How long have you known number 12?
A: 3 months? okay i only know that she exists this year.
Q: Have you ever been in a fight with number 8?
A: HAHAHAHA. fight battle!
Q: Does number 9 have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
A: of course. its number 5.
Q: Have you ever been a co-worker with number 6?
A: no. i think the police will come.
Q: Have you ever wanted to punch number 2 in the face?
A: OF COURSE. ha.
Q: Has number 1 ever met your mother?
A: uh i think so?
Q. How did you meet number 11?
A: band.
Q: Did you ever accidentally physically hurt number 5?
A: uh i hope not. DID I VALERIE?
Q: Do you live close to 7?
A: i not even sure where he lives lah.
Q: What is number 2's favorite food?
A: GUANTENG. :D i don't know. m and m's?
Q: What kind of car does number 12 have?
A: she doesn't have a car.
Q: Have you traveled anywhere with number 8?
A: HAHA. no.
Q: If you gave number 10 $100 dollars tonight, what would they spend it on?
A: i seriously have no idea.
oh myy. so hilarious. HAHA.
go try it!